Laying here awake

Laying here awake, I do nothing but think about you. 

I wonder if you have found some peace without me. 

I think of everything we did, said and felt across our time together. 

Yes, I am still your friend.  I am all that we ever were or meant to each other. 

I am your lover and everlasting companion. 

Those anchors do not go away or disappear, they are forged into our hearts, into our souls.  The words said in anger, in hurt, are just pain without meaning, without truth. 

Do not leave my life thinking I was anything less then the man you once loved.

Leave that memory alone and I will be at peace.

I am alone with my thoughts, where I need to be right now.

Laying here awake, I do nothing but think about you.